Friday, October 23, 2009


While I don't want to go into details, I am here to admit that I am really struggling. Physically, emotionally, mentally, and spirtually. Having a chronic medical condition is HARD. Being in constant pain is HARD. Not having a church family, for the 1st time ever, is HARD. Not having the support system that I once had is HARD.
Please keep me in your prayers as I continue to go through life. At this moment, I see no light at the end of the tunnel. October has been hell month for me, with 2 surgeries and 2 nerve blocks, and 3 trips to the ER. Novemeber doesn't look much better, with spending ALOT of time with the family, traveling all across Texas, finally burying my grandfather; I see a very tiring month ahead and don't know if I have the stamina or strength to keep up.
I have been traveling on this "new" road for 18 months now, and while I didn't think I'd be on this road for this long, I don't know how much further I can go.

Please pray for strength, for change, for me not to lose hope.


Just Thinking About... said...

Dear Emily,
I'm deeply moved by your situation and am praying for you to be encouraged and to have hope. I love hope. I love that I don't have to know how things will work out, but I know the One working them out and that He is good. And hope trumps despair even when it takes while. I have missed seeing you, but I'm glad that I got to know you well enough to sincerely pray for you. said...

Dear Emily,

I am so sorry that you are struggling right now. I am praying for you to find peace and some relief for you pain. You are in my thoughts.