Monday, April 13, 2009

With God ANYTHING is possible

This weekend has been one of the hardest weekend's I had.
Last Wed. I got news that would turn my world upside down. And while I won't go into details, I will say that I was not expecting it. After I left the Dr. I prayed and cried the whole way home. I didn't think that I was strong enough to go through this. I came home, shared with my mom, and decided what was best for me: to go through what I needed to and come out a better person for it.
After the decision was made, I sent out an e-mail to 4 of my closest friends and biggest prayer warriors. While I didn't come out and tell them what is going on, I did ask for their prayers for my well-being and mind. I got responses back immediatly and knew that they were the start to my prayer chain. I then put up notices on Facebook, asking my *friends* to keep me in their prayers. From those postings, I have gotten replies. Knowing that so many people have been praying for me, I think has made this weekend a bit easier.
I have spent the past 4 days sleeping, praying, thinking of all the GOOD that will come from this hard trial. Saturday night I made me a Easter song playlist on I-Tunes. I listened to that as I went to sleep. I woke up Easter afternoon, knowing that this was the day, so many years ago that MY Savior rose from the dead to save me from all my past, present, and future sins.
Here I am going through the hardest time of my life, but still praising and celebrating God and what HE has done for me. It will be an Easter I won't forget.
As for today, I am exhausted. Even though I have spent many hours sleeping, I am still exhausted. I am sore and in pain, and laying on heating pads only do so much.

I don't know how many more days I have of this, but this I know: Jesus has taken me this far, and HE won't turn His back of me now.

More to come later...
Please keep praying.

1 comment:

waitingarms said...

Praying for God's peace to envelope you and for His healing.